Cradle of filth 
Her ghost in the fog
 
“The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But oh, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it’s certainty
as We shall see…”

She was divinity’s creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liquored eyes
An Arabian nightmare…

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn’t have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when..
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped and left…
(Five men of God)
…Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar’s stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept ’til tears crept back to prayer

She’d sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
“Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts”

Then this I screamed:
“Come back to Me
for I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?”

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key…

The village mourned her by good bye
For She’d been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare…

She was Erzulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her…
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed…

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot…
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog

Havent updated in a while been gaps in my life… well yesterday i went to school like i ussually do…. after school i went to tawnies house and then we went for a nice walk around catty. We went to jay’s house and saw him n jimmy n jj. Then went bac to her house and dropped her off.


Today i went after school with tawnie and hung out at her house for a lil…..then we went and walked to mikes house and met up with him and aj… mikes cats are really kool they like me…… well at least 1 does…..then off to pantry we went and there we got ice cream and snapple. After that we head towards a gaveyard but then tawnie called kris’s and we went to his house and watched tv and stuff……..then at 9 45 we all left and now im home…… tommrow i shall go to my angels and spend sum time with her b/4 i go biking.


JOE II


i love u tawnie

BLIND


i love you where are you and loves so blind


every thing seems to be so blind to you


section my life like a book being torn out


when will you see that i love you


lifes a riddle and its so demanding


but just for once id like it be like one of those dreams


where everything is perfect and love and life and happyness last forever


and friendship too, please see that i love you


you mean everything to me


time along means nothing


because when im alone with you


it begins to slow down and everything seems perfect


how can you not see i truly love you


id walk across the desert id swim across the sea


i walk threw the cold to be alone togeather with you


why does everything seem so blind


you are my little angel the one who bring me out of my nightmares


i cannot sleep i cannot think why this has to be


the love you see in me seems to be so blind


 


 

Havent really talked much on this lately but heres the update….went to the movies on friday with rob,lauren, and andrew…We saw 50 first dates and it was a really sad movie. Saturday went to robs house with nick and chilled and played video games…….Yesterday i basicly sat at home waiting fror tawnie to get home so i could talk to her….. i missed her so much i went out and got her a rose and went to her house to surprise she was happy to see me which made me in a good mood….. at school had to go to guidence for some stupid shit… that no longer is a concern to me so its dust in the wind…….might go to the mall today…..thats bout it so far…


JOE II


F.A.A.





Love and hate get it wrong
She cut me right back down to size
Sleep the day, let it fade
Who was there to take your place?
No one knows, never will
Mostly me, but mostly you
What do you say, do you do
When it all comes down

Cause I don’t want to come back down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this time to find out what I need again
I don’t want to come back down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this all this time

There is no blame, only shame
When you beg, you just complain
The more I come, the more I try
All police are paranoid
So am I, so’s the future
So are you, be a creature
What do you say, do you do
When it all comes down

Cause I don’t want to come back down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this time to find out what I need yeah yeah yeah
I don’t want to come back down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this all this time

Shoot up, shoot up, shoot up you’re high
Love and hate, get it wrong
She cut me right back down to size
Sleep the day, let it fade
Who was there to take your place

No one knows, never will
Mostly me but mostly you
What do you say, do ya do
When it all comes down

’Cause I don’t want to come back down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this time to find out what I need yeah yeah yeah
I don’t want to come back down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this all this time

Why Did You
Why Did You
Why Did You
Why Did You
Why Did You
Why Did You
Why Did You
Why Did You

Come down
I don’t want to come down from this cloud

This Cloud
This Cloud 
This Cloud
This Cloud
This Cloud
This Cloud
This Cloud
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…………………………….maybe i will join kurt and he can play music for me everynight for me to sleep to……………………………………

the past two days suck,………………….. Today went and got my physical now i can get my permit…. as soon as i get my ss card which could be weeks so its like what the damn point i mind as well wait till im 18 or something. Did Nothing basicly all weekend except sat night…………..next week will be just as bad………… depressed…………..