shall i discuss my life?
lets see ummm well my school life sux, i got suspended until wednesday next week so i wont be around much there. My grades are poor , I dont really know what i am doing with my life but aging. My day consists of band work and school. Work sucks, band sucks every1 in it is ussually pissed at me for some reason , probally because im in a bad mood half the time and my opinions differ from everyone elses. Im under tremendious stress, i have to worry about work i have to worry about my father, i worry about band i wory about school and my grades. I have to drive my brother to work i have to drive my siblings both to school every morning. I am tight on money and i have car bills to pay, and $300 to pay back my grandma for prom , which broke my fucking heart. Not only did i get it torn out i got to pay for it too, ironicly. I need affection that my family and friends cant give me, i just want a mature affectionate girl ….yeah well my dreams are for other people. Nothing just seems to be going right for me, especially lately . Im just making a deeper darker hole that i am traped in. All i do is bitch about it. I just want to be happy.
One day i will be happy…..i’ll keep beating, mind as well, nothing more to give & nothing left to lose.
well i dont want to end on a sad note so heres some other info:
Im getting my hair cut for my newe job hopefully that will help out i get paid (400-800$ a week) commision and min. wage.
Our band has a show on june 12th its going to be hudge so please buy sometickets we need to sell them , thanks.
If you want a pin i have sum just ask.